Tagged: being happy

Nov 06

On finding comfort in change

I’ve felt like my life was in transition for so long, I’m starting to feel like the transition is life. Over the course of four years I went from married to divorced; working from home for a small online publisher to being an editor on the website of a national publication; eating take-out almost every day to making most meals and encouraging others to do the same; feeling lonely and depressed to a ramped up the activity level and living a healthy happy life.

I won’t pretend any of this has been easy. And I think about it all the time because it still feels new. Even money doesn’t seem so stressful anymore. Of course…I’m working two jobs, but I have to say it ain’t so bad.

It feels good to see the life I want unfolding before my eyes. I’m also realizing that I was expecting this to happen 5 years ago. To feel financial stability and excitement about every day. And I still have a long way to go, the vision expanding as life goes on.

Don’t get me wrong. Every day is not easy. But I’ve learned that there really isn’t much I can’t handle. I can see the growth in wisdom that could only be gained with age. Even when sometimes I feel like my support system is impossibly spread out, I know they are there and I can always call on them when I need them.

So what’s not to be happy about? Life is good.

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